It’s been a long while and I’m still thinking about you.
They are sick of hearing me talk about you.
I’ve been with others but nobody compares to you.
I am bound. To you.
Today I heard of news and fought against my instinct
to rush to you and put my head beside yours
and tell you the things they will never know.
But I know some happiness of mine is nothing
more than your emotional demise,
unstable, a liar accusing another of lying.
Everything is my fault? I am to bear your negatives
and hide my loves from you–for you judge,
for you fight, for you terrify. You terrify me .
You berate and control, tie me to the anchors of your
I love you. I love you and I dread you.
You lift me through suffocation then cut me into the waters
of your created hell…
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