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sometimes

it feels like

im not really living

im just existing

in anothers body

sometimes

it feels like 

im not really here

im just a placeholder

in some sick show

sometimes

i hope that

its just a dream

ill wake up

its just a dream

often it seems like

its a game 

i can never win

always the pain

a consuming guilt

living in consequence

praying to someone

who barely exists


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